Ganz的自戏

……为了方便.这里当时特意把自戏翻译了一份英文版的….如果有不想看一大串字母的朋友还请在看见中英分割线后离开()

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＃OOC可能注意
＃有一定漫画剧透注意
＃独自一人？
＃闲散

…也不知道是何时起开始习惯了独自一人。
静静伏在染了些许尘土的围墙边，半睁着眼眺望远处一座座已经废弃的古老建筑物。
然而根本无心去想。
思绪中回荡的那些话语，开始模糊的片段画面，持续地撞击着脆弱魂灵，永不疲倦，永不停歇。
“Gah…Damn it. ”
烦躁地挠了挠头骨，帽领上团团灰黑绒毛蹭得颊骨有些发痒。不过不出片刻，它们便与埋入臂弯的颅骨一同垂落。
一旦闭上双眼，往日经历的种种便闪入视线。
父亲对自己的苛刻“要求”、自己暴躁难安的疯狂、误伤了身边多少多少的怪物…恐惧、不安、自责、懊悔……情绪的涌出令身体不由自主地颤栗起来。

“为什么…会变成这样……”
骨掌因攥作拳而发出咔咔声响，同时将灰蓝的外套捏出层层褶皱。如同想要蜷缩起来隐藏伤痕的困兽，鼻骨蹭过围墙边缘，留下了零零星星的尘埃。
那些无法被磨灭的往事正如这围墙，纵使有再多的灰土可将之掩盖，它也仍旧在那里，仍旧昭告着见证之人，它出现过。

“比如说Gaster对你和你对Papyrus造成的那些伤害，是吧~？”
身后传来的戏谑低语如是道。
“…闭嘴，Mel. ”
对「自我」的厌恶引起蹙眉沉默，转过头径自望向远处。
谁管他说了什么，总之完全不想听那家伙说话。

空旷死寂的废墟几乎没有生命的存在，阴森黯然的隙缝很容易令怪物们感到不适厌恶，黑暗、朦胧、孤独之感……
“*瞬移消失的声音*”
果不其然，身边已经再无声响。
轻叹一声，起身拍了拍衣间尘土，准备离开面前的断垣残壁。

回身再望，那些往昔辉煌，如今已只余凄凉。
过去的悲惨与苦痛，最终会不会只剩下风轻云淡呢。

……唯一可知的是，无论如何都要坚持下去。
直到「那一刻」真正来临。

身影消失，全无痕迹。

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【以下是可能有语法错误的英译】

＃Maybe OOC
＃There might be a comic spoiler
＃Alone?
＃Idle
＃Grammar error…Perhaps

[…I don't know when to get used to being alone.]
Quietly bend over a fence caught in the dust, overlook at the old buildings that've been abandoned in the distance with half-open eyes.
But it is flawless to think about other things.
The words that reverberate in the mind, the picture that start to get blurred , continued to impact the fragile soul, never feel tired, and never stop.
"Gah…Damn it. "
Just scratch the skull irritably , The Dark gray fur surrounds the hat collar tickling the cheekbones. But Within a moment, they fall together with the skull that is buried in the arm.
Once close the eyes,the past experience flashes into sight.
The harshness of father's demands on self , own wild, restless madness. How many monsters were hurt by hands…Fear, restlessness, self remorse, and…The gush of emotion made the body tremble involuntarily.

"Why…What happened…Why it's going to be like this…"
The palms of the bones clicked as the fists clenched , and the grey-blue coats were pinched out in folds. Like a trapped animal trying to curl up to hide its scars, the nasal bone rubs against the edge of the fence, leaving behind odds and ends's dust.
The past that cannot be erased just like this wall, even if there is more dust to cover it up, it's still there, still telling the witnesses that it has appeared.

"Like what the damage Gaster did to you and you did to Papyrus, right~?"
Such was the whisper of a joke from behind.
“…Shut up. Mel. ”
Disgust with the "Self" causes a frown of silence, and turn head to look away.
Who cares what he says, just don't want to hear anything from that guy.

There was few of life left in the empty, dead ruins, and the gloomy crevices could easily make the monsters feel uncomfortable. disgusted, dark, hazy, and lonely……
"*the sound that teleported instantly*"
Sure enough, there was no more noise around.
Got up with a sigh and patted the dust between the clothes, ready to leave the broken wall in front of sight.

Looking back again, those who were brilliant, now only desolate.
The past misery and suffering, will it eventually only remains the wind and light cloud?

……the only thing we know is that we're going to stick with it no matter what.
Until "that moment" comes.

The figure disappeared without trace.